| IM BACK |
[Mar. 20th, 2004|10:56 pm] |
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| |  satisfied | ] |
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| | Beautiful Suprise-India.Aire | ] |
YEA!!! I just got back into town from Carmel/Monterey area and I've decided that I'm in love with the area. I was up there for the whole week and i was at the beach one day when i had a revelation if you wanna call it. I was stressing out about school and a whole bunch of other stuff, and i just needed some time to myself so i went to the beach with my best friend Sean. While there i realized something...that the only constant in life is change, and that from now on i will take life as it comes...guilt, regret and worry-free. I dont know why but I love my life right now and I'm happy where I am in it. Hehe xoxo Jaz |
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[Mar. 14th, 2004|09:56 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | John Mayer | ] |
Oh I'm such a mess
I have no choice but
to confess
that I've desperately been
trying to belong
Lying to myself
and everybody else
Refusing to admit my right
was wrong
-LH |
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| this is how im feeling |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|09:11 am] |
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| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | umm the noisy people in the library..at school 4 arrow week | ] |
You know, the other day how i was kinda in a shitty mood and didnt really feel like talkin to people or doing anything...well i realized that i wasnt mad about like my rep or anything its just that i was feeling so umm empty i guess is the word for it. Oh i know the perfect way to describe it. IN the chorus of Stacie Orrico's song she goes: "Theres gotta be more to life, than chasing down every temporary high to sastisfy me. Cause the more that I'm trippin out thinkin there must be more to life. Well thats life, but I'm sure....there's gotta be more" That i guess is the perfect song for me right now because ive been listenin to it religiously...but slowly, the more that I'm living my life the way i want and less the way that people want me to live it...I'm much happier...Oh on happier notes :) I'm goin to a basketball game tonight with the Kappy league people and i am more than excited lol...oh and Arron bought me another gift lol girls I'll show it to you later...xoxox Jaz |
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| OMG |
[Feb. 23rd, 2004|10:14 am] |
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| |  ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nelly Furtado-the whole cd...man i luv her lol | ] |
ok, I've been trying to get over it..but i am beyond excited for the catillion thing that I'm goin to be in with Arron. Omg, i cant even begin to descibe how happy i am lol. Yesterday i went to one of the meetings for the thing and the lady told us all about the classes and the dresses and all this other shit that is goin to make us basically like princesses and at this point i dont know wut im gonna do with myself lol. Oh yea and the more i hang out with him, the more i like arron...for those of you who know how i used to feel about him you know that this is a HUGE thing for me. I have to go to like all these etiquette classes and dance rehearsals and shit but i dont care because im just so damn happy lol...aaah ok jasmine get over it |
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| whats wrong with me |
[Feb. 20th, 2004|02:18 pm] |
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| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | eminem-the way I am | ] |
I dont know why but all of a sudden im in a really bad mood. I hate everyone and everything around me and even the thought of something that might make me feel better is pissing me off. I think its because we have finals next week and God knows that i havent even began sutdying for any of them. I just wish that like once a month or once a week I could have time to myself and not worry about school or grades or my fucking "reputation" I wish that I didnt care so much about what other people thought of me and expected from me. Do any of you every feel like this or is it just me? |
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[Feb. 18th, 2004|04:51 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
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| | legend-nelly furtado | ] |
I am
illuminating tones
that are blinding
and will enevitably
cause you to
stop, pause, and rewind me
as you try to define me
I radiate heat
like the deep blue core
of a flame
but i never seem to reflect
any two colors
just the same
my nuances of yellow
are sometimes mellow
and sometimes
brighter than that part
of the sun that you
cant bare to look at
somedays i cant
bare to look at
my tarnished past
but then i gasp...
take a deep breath
and dance on. |
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| im new :) |
[Feb. 13th, 2004|06:50 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bob marley- no woman, no cry | ] |
whats up all you lj ppl out there aka every archer girl..im new at this so add me and help me out lol xoxo Jaz |
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[Feb. 13th, 2004|01:07 pm] |
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I hate Valentine's Day..it's depressing :( |
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